--11/29/05
Hey there,
I took a walk today,
And I thought about "us".
Do you remember what we were?
How much fun we had?
I found the gift today,
The one you left for me,
The one I never opened,
Before we were...over.
I opened your present today,
And I almost cried.
You knew me so well,
Yet I thought we were strangers.
And as I look in the mirror,
I wonder why I let you go.
I feel like crying,
I feel like dying,
I feel like cutting,
I feel like hurting,
I feel like screaming,
I feel like bleeding,
But most of all...
I feel like apologizing,
For all the hurt I put you through,
For all the tears I made you cry,
For all the thoughts I put in your head,
For all the things I made you say,
For all the things I made you do.
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry.
I don't know how to say it enough,
I'm sorry.
Someday do you think you'll forgive me?
If I had a second chance,
I'd make this all go away.
If I had it in my power,
I wouldn't have pushed you away,
I wouldn't have made you hurt,
I wouldn't have made you cry,
I wouldn't have made you think,
I wouldn't have made you speak,
I wouldn't have made you act.
But how can you forgive me,
After everything I've done?
After everything I didn't do?
After all the things I forgot...
I deserve to cry,
I deserve to die,
I deserve to cut,
I deserve to hurt,
I deserve to scream,
I deserve to bleed,
But most of all...
You deserve her,
Someone that's not me,
Someone that won't push you away,
That won't make you hurt,
That won't make you cry,
That won't make you think,
That won't make you speak,
That won't make you act.
You deserve her,
Someone that's not me,
Someone who hasn't hurt people as I have,
Someone who isn't me.
You deserve her.
Hey there,
I took a walk today,
And I thought about "us".
Do you remember what we were?
How much fun we had?
I found the gift today,
The one you left for me,
The one I never opened,
Before we were...over.
I opened your present today,
And I almost cried.
You knew me so well,
Yet I thought we were strangers.
And as I look in the mirror,
I wonder why I let you go.
I feel like crying,
I feel like dying,
I feel like cutting,
I feel like hurting,
I feel like screaming,
I feel like bleeding,
But most of all...
I feel like apologizing,
For all the hurt I put you through,
For all the tears I made you cry,
For all the thoughts I put in your head,
For all the things I made you say,
For all the things I made you do.
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry.
I don't know how to say it enough,
I'm sorry.
Someday do you think you'll forgive me?
If I had a second chance,
I'd make this all go away.
If I had it in my power,
I wouldn't have pushed you away,
I wouldn't have made you hurt,
I wouldn't have made you cry,
I wouldn't have made you think,
I wouldn't have made you speak,
I wouldn't have made you act.
But how can you forgive me,
After everything I've done?
After everything I didn't do?
After all the things I forgot...
I deserve to cry,
I deserve to die,
I deserve to cut,
I deserve to hurt,
I deserve to scream,
I deserve to bleed,
But most of all...
You deserve her,
Someone that's not me,
Someone that won't push you away,
That won't make you hurt,
That won't make you cry,
That won't make you think,
That won't make you speak,
That won't make you act.
You deserve her,
Someone that's not me,
Someone who hasn't hurt people as I have,
Someone who isn't me.
You deserve her.
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