Yeah mom had came and got me that is why that my ending was like that.
Whit-whit, you didn't upset me. Trust me on this. You just made me realize, that I was doing this for some
weird kind of consolment. I am to shy to really talk to that guy so I have to write to make myself feel
better and make myself feel like I could walk right up to him and say "I like you", blush, then pass out.
I am just weird like that, you should know that my little one. *pinches Whit-whit's cheeks*
Now that we have that all cleared up. *pokes Whit-whit, then tickles* I will go on with what I was saying.
I know that I sound conceeded for saying that I sound and think like Hinata but it does make a little
sense, don't you think. I am really shy around guys I like and I can never say how I feel to someone. I am
the one that hates to really fight and I get depressed over little things easily. I am trying to over come
this. I have become more outspoken and everything. Even at Sugoicon I hugged random people even
more.....cute boys....*cough*. ^_^"" I want to change, I want to be able to just walk up to someone I
think is cute and tell them what I really think of them. Or tell someone that they look terrible as
something...*cough cough* Micheal Turner *cough cough*. I am sorry if anyone thinks that is really mean of
me, but MT is one ******** UGLY Drag Queen. I know a few myself, my friend Tim Deaton is a Drag Queen and
he is so pretty, but MT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. *shakes head a million times NOOO* Sorry I got off top for a
sec.....bah bah bah where was I. Oh here we go, I want to be myself. I havn't ever really been myself
because I was always afaird of losing my friends. I am sure of it now, that I will not lose you guys for
some stupid reason like being completely honest. I feel like I can be me now, no more presure, no more
feel like there will be some kind of drama. I have an Obsession and I am Damn Well Proud of it. I love my
anime and manga. I love my video games. I hate posers and I hate those that Take Advantage of others. They
can burn for it (a little to harsh, but I am on a roll). I love playing on gaia for many hours of the day
and night. I love my friends and I love my family. I have some of the best friends in the GALAXY. And I
know that one day I will be happy with me and my fat a** body. Bahhahahahahahahaha!!! This fanfic is an
extention of me and what I am like. Just like Hinata I am changing a little at a time. Whether anyone can
see it or not. I know That I am changing. I am Trying to Change, to make myself a better and stronger
person.
 Hatake Hinata · Tue Dec 06, 2005 @ 02:15pm · 2 Comments |
