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End the pain now while I can steal feel the sword’s sting, make it all seep away before I melt away, end the torture now. I truly despise myself, I feel as though I am the wolf in sheep’s clothing, walking about the innocent people who have done no wrong, bringing a plague in my wake, causing them nothing but pain and suffering. Please stop me before I cause another tear to be shed, kill me before I break another soul, just end me- the monster in the world. I would end it all if I could, but I am too cowardly, too selfish to do the deed myself. So I implore you to stop the madness, stop the pain. I can no longer handle the guilt that now lays on me, crushing my very being into nothing. Kill my human desires to be near people so I may no longer be any trouble, please kill the wlf in sheep’s skin.