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This year... 2005.... was really messed up. I mean there was good times, like when i first came on this site, and met a lot of friends, but then, there was a lot of bad things too.

Like i said, the first happy thing was that I came on Gaiaonline in August, met a lot of friends, met my friends at Gino's Harem... then there was when I saw B5 for the first time, and made friends with fans of B5. That brought some good and bad moments.

Summer school was fun. I realized that it wasnt as bad as everyone said it was... and then... I met my first love, the one I thought was for me, but then he used me for sex, and made me seem like a whore in my neighborhood. And I wanted to give him my all...

Then Sophmore year came, it was hotness, i fell in love with this senior boy Horace... but then I messed it up for myself, because I couldn't tell him how I felt about him, and then I acted like a chickenhead when I became jealous of his girlfriend, who was really a nice and sweet person, instead of the hoe i heard some people call her. Not only did I mess up the chance of being with him, but I messed up our whole friendship... it was all my fault.

Now... its the end of the year, so many dreams, some came true, some crushed and broken, and then the worst year ended with the worst ending... my friend, Chasity, died today from her lungs collasping because of a plane accident she was in. When I heard that from her cousin that she died, I cried. It's funny how... someone you meet and talk to on the internet would have such a tight bond on you... and its messed up how young people like us, have such dreams, of being an artist or a singer and stuff, and their life ends so soon its so unfair... I wish that everyone would send their condolences for her.

Happy New Years
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R.I.P. Chasity Blunt