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time feels like it's dragging on forever...

next weds I take my driving test.. so this saturday, I'm going to take my grandpa to the shops, drive him there and all.. incredibly nervous about it, but hey, I gotta.. gotta practice driving.

I've been depressed ish today.. I'm not sure why.. I guess I just got in a bad mood because I had to leave chloe this morning, (even though she had to leave too XD) I dunno, I guess me and her are just bonding more and more.. and .. I miss her still XP

Im going to see her in a few months though, so I'm really looking forward to that.. I'm sooo nervous and soo happy...

oh yeah, weds. if I take my driving test, and pass, I'm going to apply for a job at the boll weevil place.. since nowhere else even gave me an interview -__-;;

SO YEAH, getting my life in gear XD..

I dunno, I'm just charging my phone right now, not hungry.. dont feel like eating.. probably going to call chloe around 9, or wait for her to call me or something O__O;; lol

Im.. so strange. I'm just picking myself up, putting myself back together.. I"ve been seriously working on my trust issues, and because of it, I feel much more vulnerable.. I've been more emotional too.. but yeah, I'm getting a lot better.. I dunno.

I think some of my anxiety is because how close I became to chloe, so fast.. and I feel sooo much stronger now than I did, and so I miss her more.. I want her more ><~

but its okay. only a few more months.. and I'll be busy with a job soon, so will she.. so the time will fly by.. ^ ^