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I find it odd that I keep getting this feeling..

right now, I'm pretty bummed.. again.. for no reason.. it may be because of the music, I'm not sure, but whatever it is.. It's a good depressed?

I actually want to feel this feeling.. like a time when you want to cry, for no reason, and afterwards you feel so much better.. I just want to feel depressed, I'm tired of trying to hold it back, of trying to cheer up, and I feel better for it...

just crying on the inside, I guess..