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being alone
sucks.

heart is pounding.
sad.
lonely.

miss her..
hate her for making me this way.
for making me care... for letting me fall in love..

hate being in love... hate caring about someone else more than myself...

very lonely.
very sad.

first sleepless night in a long time...

everything reminds me of her.
being reminded of her hurts.

feel pathetic because I miss her.
hate myself because I care.
Try to fight the feelings...
no good.

heart is pounding, harder and harder....
where is she.. why isn't she here...
broken hearted remembering..

do broken hearts ever mend?
only if you can hold the pieces together....
so very hard..

want to cry, but wont..
hating life...

sleep the pain away...
forget it until another day...