what the ********.
So I wake up today, it's .. a very average day. Day keeps going on, I start listening to music, talking to chloe.. and. I feel nothing.
Nothing. at all.
It's pissing me off... my emotions died.. but why? Everything was.. well it wasn't AS HORRIBLE as it could've been... and before I went to bed I was in a better mood you know.. so then why the hell do I feel this way today..?
It's so frustrating, but I can't even get mad right now.. UGHHHH ;akjdfa;kldfj my brain wants to be mad, but so far all I can do is just make myself emulate frustration.. because I actually don't FEEL anything.
WHY is this happening... ALSDKGJA; SERIOUSLY, WHY. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY =adsfiu
= =; I can't cry, I can't even get upset.. this.. is so ******** up..
The only way I know how to fix my emotions is to do what I did in the past, which was watch a lot of shoujo-ai, which totally broke my heart, and I couldn't ******** stop crying for days and days... but meh.
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