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[T i m e . Is . Binding . But . Friends . Are . For . Always ]
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( i r e n e .. d e n i s e .. n a t a l i e .. m e g a n .. j a n a y .. a n t o n i .. t a la )
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss
If you are my friend, please answer this
Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the ones I won't forget.
And if I die before you do,
I'll go to heaven and wait for you.
Four years ago, in October. when I was living in the Tibbits, some of you may hear my mom talk about breaking down. I don't remember the night, but I did ball my eyes out because I thought I would not make friends, and the fact I had left the ones I knew behind. I was down and out.
But you know, how was I to know that at freshman orientation when I saw a blond girl reading Chobits, that she would spending every weekend at my house for almost if not a year.
Or that When another sat on the ground poking at my key-chain, she would be reassigning my nickname, and making me feel like I was part of a group again, part of something. I felt belonged, (even though it would not be my first choice in nickname. LOL)
Or that on my first day of school I looked to my right and the first thing I saw was Gaiaonline and the girl behind the desk is now she's my (pretend) sister.
I signed up for Tales of Anime and when the day came to leave I thought I was the only freshman, Until another Freshman showed up, She thought I was a sophomore, but we turned out to be great friends that whole trip.
When I went to Danny-boys house for a birthday party in the first few months of the year I was there, I would meet someone who drew wolves. Later that next year she would turn out to be one of my coolest friends.
My third year I sat in History with a couple of friends, little did I think that in the beginning of that year I would be squealing every time 'Holy Roman empire" was said, or "Germany and Italy" or when a guy clicked all because I found a friend who loves Yaoi as much as I do. (If not more!)
I don't cry anymore for the friends I left behind. Their doing fine without me and I live without them. My memories are all I have, nothing can change them and I would not forget them for the world.
"Thinking of you where ever you are
we pray for our sorrows to end and hope that our hearts will blend
now I will step forward to realize this wish
and who knows
maybe starting a new journey may not be so hard
or maybe it's already begun
we all share the same sky
one sky
one destiny"
I have you guys and no matter how far someone goes, or how much I lose you. No matter how angry or put out I am with you or upset I am with you. It means all the world to me
We have years ahead of us. many great years. two or three bad ones may happen, but minutes in a hour will never dwindle once it's over.
"We may not be together forever, so we'd better send the time we do have something to remember"
So please guys give my one last stretch. Even if we separate before the year is over, give me one last chance to be with you guys. It's our senior year. I know most of you don't really think much on this right now, and I know for a few of you this is the worst thing I should say at this time. But I feel it should be said.
I may not be the best of company
I may not help the rest
but I will never forget the few
who have changed me for the best
 K ii t s u n 3 · Mon Oct 26, 2009 @ 07:34pm · 3 Comments |
