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Catching my breath,trying to behave
these feelings of hopelessness never seem to fade.
My heart beats fast and my body shakes,
these constant attacks... im never ok.
I want to live and be someone new, but the harder i try
the more i feel, this is something i cannot do.
because my body starts to shake and the pain in my heart continues to ach and these thoughts in my head, my hopeless future that lies ahead.
And how can i fix it all?Press reset and start again.
But i seem to be at this dead end.
And i want to sleep all night and day,
my slumber takes the pain away.
And i keep trying until the day i do it.
Cutting and pills,i do it bit by bit.
It doesnt mean anything until i do,
but im training myself to.
Then what will i be?
another tragic teen suicide story.
but why? they'll ask and i'll leave them this
because my body starts to shake and the pain in my heart continues to ach and these thoughts in my head, my hopeless future that lies ahead.
and theres nothing more to do,there is no coming to the rescue.
Good things come to those who wait. But i dont know how much my heart can take.
 Scorpions Glance · Tue Oct 27, 2009 @ 04:44pm · 0 Comments |
