I told Jordan goodbye today. Sunday he's going to boot camp and will be gone. The goodbye, though went worse than I had originally thought though. I thought we'd cuddle and stuff, but no. It was definitely a, "Ok. Here's your stuff. Later." I was SO infuriated. I mean, damn. I know I'm not perfect but to just throw me to the side so easily and so quick! UGH! But whatever, I deserve better than him if he's going to treat me that way. I knew it'd end eventually anyway so he just sped up the process.
God. I miss Patrick sooo much. This summer I met him at my job at Dairy Queen. He can be a real a*****e sometimes but he made me feel so whole it was amazing. We never dated because Im too young and he didn't want a relationship with me but we did spend time together and when we did it was magical. He could make me laugh at the stupidest things and play fight with me at work in the back. God, I miss him. I don't see him that much anymore cause I have school and I don't have enough time to see him. Also, he's keeping a bit of distance cause he knows I have feelings for him. Oh well, at least he stayed in my life. I don't know what i'd do without my "Mufasa"
Opera auditions are next week. I cant WAIT! It's going to be so much fun =)
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