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I really want to spend time with Chloe.. I don't know why, but yeah.

I'm going to have 8 hours between one shift on friday, so I'm going to sleep for 2-3 hours, maybe 4.. and then I'll spend time with her.

Then I go to work until 6 am.

Saturday, I go to work around 2pm.. so I'll probably sleep until around 10 or so, and try to spend the rest of the time with her, until I have to go to work.

Then I get off at 10, if she's still awake, I'll stay up with her as late as I can, then sleep until around 1 or 2.. and then I go to work at 10 pm again.

I don't know why, but I really just want to be around her right now. It's a very strong feeling.. I just miss her randomly.. it's so.. I don't know.

I have monday and tuesday off.. so yay me.. I'm going to be working.. 48hrs within 4 days.. I think I'm going to get overtime for it, though.. I don't know. I hope so.. I really do.

Sunday is the one day I get to work by myself.. it's the graveyard, but I work it alone.. she said it's to get rid of my jitters.

I kind of want to bring my phone, so I can talk to her.. which depresses me. I have to do my job. I can't obsess about her.. but I'm having one of the moments where I really care about her..

After I got off work, I was very happy.. looking forward to tommorow. Then, I was dreading work, and feeling empty.

Now, I just want to see her.. ugh.. I hope she gets online before 12, or 1.. .__.