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The whole 4hours of conversing with one another somewhat felt like I was talking to a mirror. You were the missing parts to the thoughts I had in my head. The horrific, vivid moments of torture soothed out in the end just by hearing your voice.

I got afraid of losing myself in the overflowing bottle of drama, tears, and pain all kept deep in my chest. Yes, another breakdown.
I couldn't stop it, I felt like I was dying inside. It was hard to breathe, hard to think, head kept spinning like adrenaline was trying to kill me.
The burst of electrolytes in my veins.

Until you started to open up, listening to your stories..it made me understand you a lot better. I couldn't believe the similaries we had.
It startled me. Your words hit me like bullets getting shot. The impact as the trigger gets pushed, it hit just like that. Just without the mess.

I couldn't understand to an extent of what I felt last night. Have I fallen so hard for this guy or was I just being infactuated? Theres a difference right? Even so, I couldn't believe what I was hearing, so overwhelming..wow.

I'm just done with a bit of stress of my shoulders, thank you.