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I'm laying in bed.. I keep wanting to take a nap, to doze off.. but I keep thinking, "But I'm going to go back to the room with Chloe soon!"..

I slept in my bed last night, while Chloe slept on the couch.. and so now I keep thinking she's there still, on the couch.. I can't believe how much I miss her..it's sad..

and she hasn't even been gone a few hours.. I need to move to missouri. I really, really do..

The visit changed me, though. It wasn't a big change.. but... I just sort of noticed a change within myself.. I'm different now than I was before.. -sighs- It's a good change.. I just have this really strong sad feeling inside me, a very "bummed" feeling.. ._______.''

why...................................