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I know Chloe's going to call me around 9-ish.. I'll probably talk to her all night, just to make sure she can get home in one piece, ya know.. but I kinda wish I didn't have work.. atleast I have tuesday off.. I'm going to have to go in tuesday though, and check my sched..

Hoping that, I have all week off.. 'cept for 3 days.. I wouldnt mind.. I honestly wouldn't.. I want the time off.. I need time to pull myself together, because I'm going through the phase again, where I'm feeling very attached.. I want her, and her alone, and I have the strongest urge to push everyone away, and just pull her as close as I can.. which wouldn't do anyone any good, and would probably make her pull away from me again.

Ugh.. going to check my schedule when I go to work tonight.. hoping I don't have to come in tues and check it.. .__.;

I have plenty of games, and work, to keep me distracted, until I can pull myself together.. I have Neena, to help me.. but.. -sigh- It was just so fun being with her. It felt so good, so natural, like we do it all the time. Her leaving.. it sucked. I didn't cry this time.. I held my emotions back.. I think she did too.. and we made it a fun ending..