when I hurt someone's feelings, I usually feel like a p***k -- I apologize, blahblahblah.. but when someone hurts my feelings -- (and I gave up, on this, tbh) when I let them know, they pretty much tell me to suck it up and get over it, they act like it's no big deal; yet it could be the exact same situation, and somehow it's different, because it's them, not me.
It's with everyone, too. Not just one specific person. Hell, the only time I ever get sympathy is when I go crying to my friends about Chloe, because they just want to take potshots at her, for whatever reason. Some girls are jealous of her, I can understand that, some of my friends are dicks, blahblahblah.. = =... I'm just overall very annoyed.
Ciel was the worst, she'd ignore me, after I let her know how much that hurt my feelings, yet when I did ANYTHING, she'd go zerk. I guess it's because she was a kiddy.. but still.. = = I'm not happy atm..
and hell, I'm single for the holidays.. how is that for a mood booster... -sigh-
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