Ironically, when I decide that I do have feelings for them, I don't see them all day XD
Oh god, love my life.
Feeling lonely, not because of her though. Kinda don't care what she's doing right now, I trust her, so it's no big deal, she's having fun, enjoying new years, great.
Lonely because I'm at home though.. I was invited to a few parties, none of which I wanted to go to though of course.. because they sounded boring.. .__.'..(well one was basically a drunken orgy. That's exactly how she put it....)
I dunno, it kinda sucks living here. It's depressing...
I walked outside, and the sky was so pretty... it was .. I dunno.. amazing... I want to see it again.. I walked to the mail and back, and kept staring at the sky... it wasn't too hot, it wasn't too cold.... and yeah...... .____.;
/sigh
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