I know no one bothers to read my journal but who knows, someone might just come along and read the darkness that lies inside this head of mine. So is a quick update on my life so far and what's to come of this dull journal that I'm attempting to bring to life.
My Life
My Life
Thus so far, my life has been...equally far I suppose. There has been many bumpy roads and several obstacles in my path but what life doesn't have those? I dare say if one does not have those they must be perfect which is highly impossible. Fate ALWAYS puts challenges in one's life.
Anyways, my parents have been going back and forth with whether to divorce or not. Why is this a big deal? Because if they do divorce my sisters and I will live with our father while our mother goes off with our half sister elsewhere. Now here is the big issues. My father works over seas for months at a time, so that lives me to be the "mom" of the house while he is gone. Hard to do considering I'm in college still. Hopefully I can work something out with the neighbors to watch my sisters while I'm away at school.
College? Hasn't been all that great. I nearly failed all my classes last semester. Failed only my college algebra. Hopefully I can make that up over the summer. And hopefully this semester will be a WHOLE lot better than last year. All I have to do is not get sick anymore. biggrin
My love life has been pretty shaky. I tend not to date much anymore online considering most of the guys or girls I date tend to cheat or lose contact with me. I am, however, currently dating this amazing guy who, yes I did meet online but lives close enough for me to drive to. So far in the months we have been dating, I enjoy being with him. He is funny, he is caring, patient, understanding, artistic, and just plain out amazing in my eyes. I couldn't ask for anything more from him. I do hope that this relationship last.
I believe that is about all there is for me to say. Nothing more than to rest my head and sleep. That or finish some art projects. I do have one thing to say, however. Starting sometime soon I will be writing a story that I'm randomly going to come up with to those that wish to read. Other than that, good night to the Gaian world. Sleep well.
Comatose,
Amaya
Anyways, my parents have been going back and forth with whether to divorce or not. Why is this a big deal? Because if they do divorce my sisters and I will live with our father while our mother goes off with our half sister elsewhere. Now here is the big issues. My father works over seas for months at a time, so that lives me to be the "mom" of the house while he is gone. Hard to do considering I'm in college still. Hopefully I can work something out with the neighbors to watch my sisters while I'm away at school.
College? Hasn't been all that great. I nearly failed all my classes last semester. Failed only my college algebra. Hopefully I can make that up over the summer. And hopefully this semester will be a WHOLE lot better than last year. All I have to do is not get sick anymore. biggrin
My love life has been pretty shaky. I tend not to date much anymore online considering most of the guys or girls I date tend to cheat or lose contact with me. I am, however, currently dating this amazing guy who, yes I did meet online but lives close enough for me to drive to. So far in the months we have been dating, I enjoy being with him. He is funny, he is caring, patient, understanding, artistic, and just plain out amazing in my eyes. I couldn't ask for anything more from him. I do hope that this relationship last.
I believe that is about all there is for me to say. Nothing more than to rest my head and sleep. That or finish some art projects. I do have one thing to say, however. Starting sometime soon I will be writing a story that I'm randomly going to come up with to those that wish to read. Other than that, good night to the Gaian world. Sleep well.
Comatose,
Amaya
