Hello world of Gaia,
So lately I have been locked into a state of depression. The reasoning for this state is very unclear to me. I just know that lately I will cry silently to myself, curled up into my bed, covers hiding my sad state. Hell, there was one incident where I began to cry in the middle of class for no reason. I had to put my head down to make it seem like I was sleeping instead of crying. (Was done with my work and had nothing to do.) This state of depression is so bad that negative thoughts have enter my end. Voices of the dark telling me to end it. That my sad, pathetic life is not needed for this life. That my existence is unnecessary. Heh....I kind of wish that Deathnote book was real and that someone would write MY name into it. But such things are just entertainment for us. I'm not sure what else to say. Just pray that I'll be around for another day.
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Amaya Soma
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