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Basically if it were a quiz like thing and other that the language and author of books or other very different questions like that, I'd win every time, because for me it is not that hard at all (for me anyway) to be a true man in their eyes. It's really not that hard to impress a girl apparently if you simply treat her as a human being than B.S. it and fool them into liking you. Apparently the problem I keep running into is either A. that stereotype that all good looking guys are just a piece of trash, B. I'm "faking" my good nature or C. that god forsaken assumption that I "already have a girlfriend". I am completely alone to the extent of mostly like 75% of the time I have absolutely no energy to drive or something and mostly feel like I'm on a borderline of asleep and awake. (I do take that 5 hour energy stuff, but I feel so emotionally drained that it doesn't feel too different)