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at all today x x

she was online, had a great time, said she met some cool people at the concert, she was in a car accident and she's fine.. but I still want to talk to her more.. I'm very "OMGWHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD D: !" but it's okay, because she's okay...

I'm very "AHHHHHHHH..." even though.. I don't know why I am. I guess I wanted to talk about it some, because typing in my journal is making me feel better. I don't know, I'm happy she's okay. I had a horrible feeling last night that something happened, and I had a dream about it, then when I woke up I had a feeling she died in a car accident, it was all blah = =' so knowing she's okay makes me feel better.

I just want to talk to her, talk to her about the concert, all that fun stuff, but I have to ******** work tonight, and train the damn new guy.. ugh that pisses me off so much!! 11~12ish is my "talk to chloe time".. it's the time that gives me patience, it relaxes me, all that.. and bleh = =;;;

I doubt she'll talk to me before I go to work at 10, and .. meh. mehh...

I just need to listen to depressing music and forget about the world right now.