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idk im just blah feeling.

it's not chloe's fault.

it's actually not, this time.

my dream last night caused more paranoia, but I know chloe would tell me if she did drugs again, so I keep telling my paranoia to get bent. (it's working pretty well)

I'm just shaken up from my dream and hearing she was in a car accident, it was very ******** up and graphic and blah. = =

the feeling that something bad happened went away too, after she told me she was in a car wreck, and my paranoia is very very minor, it's actually so minor that I keep telling chloe I can trust her, because I know I can.. ok that sounds retarded as ********, but after my friend ******** my other friend, and I only found out about it today, I'm ******** up and trust is now a big thing for me, so is not lying = =;

ughh idc about anything, but at the same time, I'm just.. ughhhhhhhhh = =''