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I know why she's been acting the way she has..

I realized it tonight, for sure..

I'm ******** retarded.

I can't apologize -- there's no way to ask for forgiveness, 'cuz this isn't the first time i've done it..

I'd say, I'm going to be on my best behavior from now on.. but.. the thing is, I should've been that way from the start..

I'm still too damn naive.. my eyes aren't yet open to the world around me.. I want to go back in time and punch myself in the face, hard.. HARD.. -sighs-

******** a what will it take for me to learn.. losing chloe for good?

********' a, so far as i know, i may have already with my bullshit.

ugh.. if I would just stop doing things "my own way" and listen to Neena, i'd be a lot better off..