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chloe kinda wants me to move in and live with her again.. if she still wants me to when I decide to move, I will.. x x..

< < I try to play it off all cool but I was so sad when she said not to
and then I was like "O O OMG YAY" when she said she changed her mind > >"...

o o Neena has been sleeping a lot, I didn't want to tell anyone, but she's been helping me heal actually.. that's why I haven't been able to feel her, because she's working very hard to undo what I did, and to heal me up.. she said that chloe's affection has been speeding things up a LOT x x.. providing me in a comforting, protective environment, so I feel safe.. > >'

she said by tommorow after I wake up (since she knows I work graveyard) or o o' saturday when I wake up, I should be ok again.. x x''

oh yeah, I haven't been talking about this to chloe either, because I don't want her to feel guilty.. > < ehhh I don't ever want to guilt her into doing anything.. I hope her random affection hasn't been because she feels bad X x'.. I'd feel horrible if it were..