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sin was being a retarded little sheep and told everyone in that guild what DIDN'T happen and blahblahblah~

so they all hate me, probably. Or think I'm a p***y, or something. OH WELL~ didn't really care for anyone there anyways.. well, in the skype convo, atleast.. I could tell right away that none of them liked me, either. Just like in promaggedon, I could tell who liked me and who didn't right away. Sin obviously has never liked me, and never will, (even if she lies and says she will..)

I quit nick's guild because I never post in guilds, ever. I barely have time to post in the GCD as it is, and guilds are so slow, I get bored and forget about them. I was just going to stay idle, but I was having one of my moments one day, and it gave me an excuse to leave. Gave them an excuse to stop inviting me to the skype convo (I'm sure they were looking for one, because obviously they don't like me) and basically just gave everyone an excuse to chill apart.

The fact that it was Sin, was actually completely irrelevant, because I was just in one of my moods, and she said the wrong thing at the right time, which really hurt my feelings. I don't even remember what it was -- it was just because I was in one of those moods. Hell, it could've been anyone doing anything.. it could've even have been wolfeh, and I would've been like "UGH, I'M JUST GOING TO GO AWAY FOR A WHILE, BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO HATE YOU."

The bullshit sin talked about, was the stuff I -didn't- want to do, because *GASP* unlike the rest of the kiddy cunts, I have infact had to quit gaia because god damned drama.

People spamming me with hate mail on mules, my comments, my profile, sending me junk gifts, then others pretending to be my friend, so they can "get information about me", and try to humiliate me, and all sorts of other bullshit that I didn't want to deal with. When I was in the mood I was in, I was probably going to start that s**t, and end up causing drama that would've caused ME to have to quti gaia again. = ='

Sin shouldn't have opened her ******** mouth, no big deal, blahblahblah, it's just a lot of mini-drama and bullshit, it's7 am, i'm tired, and i'm venting

In the grand scheme of things, (especially with what's going on irl right now, and what I'm going to be doing soon) I really shouldn't be dealing with this kiddy dramabullshit.

Honestly, none of it matters to me outside of this website. I just really, really felt like letting this out, and since it's so insignificant, I figured I may as well just yell at my journal. I feel a lot better now.