Random thoughts..
When someone tells me something bad, and I get upset for a while.. it's actually a good thing..
It means I still care.
Recently, one of my friends told me that she's been doing coke for a few months... a very close friend.
I told her, "lol"..
Meaning, no, I don't care about her anymore. If I would've gotten upset, it would've been good.. I'd eventually get over it, and be protective of her still, but no. She told me, and instead of getting upset,it shattered my emotions towards her.
She became another gray, lifeless blob amidst the rest of the gray, lifeless blobs...
I'm just thinking about how I freaked about Chloe the first time she tried X, about Harmony when she decided to date her creeper.. stuff like that.
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