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I wasn't able to
deal with the pain
and the loss
And the darkness
would surround me
What could've been? What
should've been? Pain

And with the state
of affairs and the
way that I was
I took a pistol from the closet
I loaded a round, I
opened my mouth
Closed my eyes, said goodbye
Then 'click'

I would find
Another way

Now I was able to
tell it was stupid
as hell
And the guilt was overwhelming
Oh how could I do
something to you
Like that which had
been done to me

I'm guessing either
I'm dead or I'm
lucky instead
And the shame of this
will haunt me
Then strange voices
started making noises
Out of something boring
Then I made my choice to

Find
Another way
Yes, I would Find
Another way, yeah

Cuz I can barely eat
And I can barely sleep
And I can barely think
of anything but?

"Well, "Well"

Yeah, I can barely eat
And I can barely think
of anything but?

"Well, Well, Well"

Because the weight
of the world was
amusing to some
We would sign a record contract
And then you, her to me,
Said you got worse to me
And brought supplies
when I was sick

Now I'm dirty, in
doubt and I'm empty
as hell
I knew better from the onset
Of a party in a limousine
With faces from a magazine
A stripper sitting next to me
Just begging me to
let her go and

Find
Another way
Would you find
Another way, yeah

Cuz I can never eat
And I can never sleep
And I can never think
of anything but?

"Well, Well"

Yeah, I can never eat
And I can barely breathe
And I can barely speak
of anything but?

"Well, Well, Well"

Because no one Ever
Really
Could love me
No one
Ever should

Yeah, no one Ever
Really
Should love me
No one
Ever would

No one Ever
Really
Could love me
No one
Ever would

Yeah, no one Ever
Really
Should love me
No one
Ever would