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I am so ******** in love with Chloe that it's ridiculous.

I texted kiwi after me and chloe got off the phone, told her that I was ridiculously fanboy happy when Chloe called me.

I'm serious, too. I felt like jumping, screaming, just shouting to the world how happy I was because she called me. I was so sad thinking she may not, that it had broken my heart.. but then when she did, I was like "YEY happibig.jpg"

Goddd I love her so much.

I'm not going to lie, for a while, I kind of felt indifferent towards her.. it may have been because of the stress, or lack of sleep, but I kind of was emotionless towards everyone, with just pangs of feelings of love towards her.. but now.. i don't know what lilith did, or what changed.. but my heart is just.. ALIVE.

I want her. I want to be with her.. no matter the cost! x.X

I'd seriously walk 10 miles on burning coals just to spend 5 minutes with her.. I don't know where all this emotion came from, but i'm just exploding with it X__x;;

My body aches for her.. ever since last night, all I've wanted is to hold her in my arms, I can't stand it anymore, I love her so much.. x x;

Next time I see her, I'm going to hold her for hours, and just enjoy having her close.. I miss her so much it's ridiculous.. goddd i need this girl X x''

sooooooooooooooooo badddddddd...

It's not even lust, it's just pure.. love. x x' I love her o much.... it's ridiculous.. (although I'm not going to lie, I do lust for her, but the love is top priority!)