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I keep feeling so vulnerable, so worried, but she keeps telling me, it'll be okay, it'll be okay..

I'm so scared, I keep wanting to break.. but she's so perfect, she's so strong.. I can't get over her.. I love her, I can't get over these feelings over overwhelming love.. our bond is so much stronger now, it's ridiculous..

with every truth she tells, i feel a little better, i feel closer.. i feel more vulnerable, a bit more scared, deep down inside.. just wanting to hold her, to be held by her.. this is probably the most emotional post i'm ever going to make..

i had a bad dream, i knew it wouldn't come true.. i told her, it had really shaken me up.. i dont have bad dreams.. she told me it was never going to happen, we were okay, we were going to make it.. god do i want her.. I hate sleeping alone, I hate it so much.. I felt so safe, I felt so comfortable, when she was next to me.. it felt right, i was complete..

just a few more months.. i'll be strong.. she'll be strong.. we'll make it..