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so last night, I was getting sleepy, getting a bit cranky, so i decided to take this med, no-doz.

Worst mistake ever.

I didn't know about this:

Psychiatric

Psychiatric side effects have included confusion and psychotic symptoms.

http://www.drugs.com/sfx/nodoz-side-effects.html

SO. = =; ugh, I went from cranky, to very, very dark thoughts pretty quick..

I don't feel like going over them, but it scared me how I was thinking, how calm I was but my mind was raging so hard... ugh.. eh..

chloe calmed me down once, and all I could think about after she did was, "i need to be with her, i'm scared i want to be with her, chloee... ehhhh..." and blah.. ughhhh I hate anti-sleep meds, I'm never taking them again.. I'm chucking what I have, i'll just tough it out... blech.. = =;; soooooo scary...

ehh..