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Did a lot of talking with Chloe. Found out something new, slightly upset..glad to know it though.

Kinda understand why she didn't tell me..but we both came clean tonight. Any info she gives me is necessary.. so if something starts going wrong, I know why.

That's why it annoys me when she says she didnt want to upset me. I will get a little upset, but the info is need-to-know..just incase, like if something happens to her, and I have to take her to the hospital, I can tell them what she took, so they can help her.

I'm never going to leave her though, no matter what.

I've been partially lying to her too; I tell her, "the storm has passed, but we aren't in the clear yet. " We sorta are.. we're like. HEADING for the clear, basically we are in the clear, but I want her to keep her guard up. Just for now.. just to be sure. Let your guard down, then you're in trouble.

When she calls me later today, I'm going to ask her when she'll have a week free..then I'll see about wiring her $200-$250. I want her to visit..I miss her, I need her.

After all this, all I want now is to hold her, kiss her.. be with her. Going to send her the money so she can spend a week down here, strengthen our bond.. and seal the deal.. what do I mean by that? Hehehe..