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Ring godammit ring.. .__.;;

So many things I wanted to talk to her about.. bleh..

I'm glad she's telling me more and more.. I knew there were still secrets.. now, I'm not so sure.. if there are any secrets between us, they're so small I can't really pick them up..

*buries face in pillow* blech.. I just want to talk to her.. tell her things.. I figured she had made out with someone else..

Kind of makes me sad that she's the only person I've ever done anything with irl.. ofc. the .. "stuff" was to blame.. but still..

that life isn't her anymore, right..? heh..

but there are so many things i want to say.. *buries face in pillow again* meh..

*hugs pillow tightly* I want to vanish... i'm a mute in a world of the blind.. i may as well not even exsist..