Its all coming back
For a few years now, I couldn't remember why I was anti-drug, why I would never do them...as I dig down to find the old happiness I once had, my childlike spirit that kept me always cheerful, even when life was falling apart..it's because of my brain..I'm a little insane, but my natural high is very strong... I don't -need- drugs...and that's why I never bothered. Even now I still have that natural high, and I can spread it to others easily... It's all coming back to me..the negative, the darkness, it's fading, as I remember innocence. I remember true, honest happiness... Real love.. As odd as it sounds, I've regained my lone wolf personality, but onluly because I don't -need- people constantly Around... I won't be alone forever, and I can be happy alone... The world is a magical place, and you don't have to have people around to enjoy it, they just make it better ^___^ I'm learnng to make friends, and i've remembered how to live alone...life is becoming the way it always should have been..
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