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I do it a lot.. I sit there in the water, let it massage my brain.. let it just pour over me, while I think about life.. I think about everything in life.. I just let it all drip out of my brain, and go down the drain..

That's why I write these journal entries, I just let the words flow out of my brain..

Everyone keeps telling me I have potential, they tell me I have natural talent, they can feel that I'm going to do something great.. School teachers, ones that retired, I know they know how I think.. they tell me, honestly, out of all the students they've had, I have the most potential to do something artistic.

Even Chloe tells me, I have potential to do something, not just photography, but something more...

Working at the shell, I'm content.. I'm not upset that I work there, it's an easy job, and talking to people makes me happy. Sometimes the customers frustrate me, I get tired, real life drama gets on my nerves, but I'm happy. it's a way of life.. its' a path to be taken, and you can be happy just about anywhere.. I just need a reminder sometimes.

I'm happy.. I know I'm going to do SOMETHING.

I really, really want to learn to draw better. I think I could really show my true talents if I could draw, add animations to my thoughts..I want to make manga, comics.. something. Words are great, but I want to use words and pictures to get my thoughts and feelings across.. I want to expand my creativity to new levels.. I don't want to feel so limited.

I'm gonna be okay. I kind of feel a bit bad for leaning on Chloe so much.. but.. meh~ o__o; once I get on my own two feet, I'll be stronger than ever, I'll be able to help her.. hell, even right now, if she needs me, I can be there, 100%...