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listening to this.

about to go to work.. anddd I dunno.

o__o;;

Last night's dream was ******** up, I'm not going to write about it because I don't want to remember it.. it was .. very realistic. = =.. ugh.. I'd do the same irl.. because I just wouldn't care anymore..

ANYWAYS..

Chloe's been super lovey lately, it makes me so happy x x;;.. -clings @ journal- mraaaaaaaaaahh happy >///<

I'm looking forward to A-Kon too.. and blah o o;.. It's all.. I dunno. Everything is so random.. I can't really predict anything anymore.. every day, it's something new.. I really, really don't know what to expect anymore.. I didn't think chloe would go back to how she used to be, when we were young.. (not completely, but close. >w< yay)

I don't know, everything is going so perfectly, part of me is terrified something bad is going to happen now... because everything is going TOO perfectly.. and last nights dream scared the s**t out of me..

I very rarely wake up from a dream, thinking "thank god none of it was real".. x x.. eh..

This is a new feeling of worry though, I'm just now worrying some.. i'll probably get over it.. just ventin'..