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o o everything is going so smoothly.. in such a bizzare way..

Life has lasso'd me, and is pulling me along it's own path, as I see myself stray farther and farther from what I thought my life was going to be like..

I'm just casually being dragged along behind, and anything I predict is wrong... I see a brick wall ahead of us, and say, "hey, we're going to hit that wall.." "nope" says life, and we run right through it... (or rather, I'm dragged through it..) nothing is what it seems anymore..

It's such an odd feeling, that's all.. like a cart that has been removed from the tracks.. I really don't know where to go from here.

Before, I was so .. independent with life. I picked out a goal, and achieved it.. but now, I'm standing in a desert, looking around.. I see the oasis, and I know I'll get to it, I'm just not sure how.. the straight path is no longer the correct one it seems, as my life is far too.. bizzare..

Everything is so.. perfect though..

Loving girlfriend, whos' rescuing me from hell? Check.
Steady job? Check.
Place to live? Check.
Patience? ...iffy at times, but check.

X___x.. I'm doing things I never thought I'd be doing.. things I've dreamed of doing, but thought they'd never come to fruition, and that I'd just be sitting here my entire life..

Going to A-Kon, soon.. then I'm going to be flying to Missouri.. (FLYING! X.o) It's all.. so.. bizzare.. x x;;;; Not bad.. just.. so different, nothing I'm used to.. X___x;;;