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Taking a break from Gaming.. I love hard games, but damn they frustrate me.. and when they do, I need to take a break and focus on something else until I can clear my mind..

Everything in life is happening so fast.. it's kind of overwhelming.. X___x;;;

Time is flying by so quickly.. I'm almost not ready.. x x; but I am ready.. I am so ready..

I'm just... I don't know. o o;

Everything.. will be fine. I'm so happy.. >w< I'm going to visit Chloe.. I'm going to spend time with her, and have fun, and meet her mom.. everything is going to be great ^ ^

Then I'm going to have to go with her to San Francisco before we move, to visit.. to interview for an apartment.. we're going to get a studio apartment, because they're cheaper.. and honestly? I think it's awesome X3

If we need privacy, or our own space, there's these foldable walls you can buy.. or we can hang up a string with sheets, lmfao >.< but it's all going to be okay, I'm looking forward to it.. x x;

Everything in my life either slows to a crawl, and everything is boring and slow.. or it all speeds up superfast.. and it's insane o_______o~ so much happens at one time..

I'm gonna be saving money though.. saving lots of money.. no more cons until after I'm moved, and then, only if I can afford it.

I've been wanting to go to San Japan with Barry &Kevin when he comes down.. but honestly? I need to save my money. I'd probably end up spending everything I have saved up, and.. no. I don't need to.

I'm also glad chloe is so understanding.. x.o.. I've.. i've never been fully comfortable with her going to concerts, but I always trusted her, you know? And now, I'm trying to trust her.. but I'd feel comfortable if she didn't go to that kind of stuff... just... not for a while, not without me.. x x eh.. she's so understanding about it.. eh.. I love her.. she's the one for me.. she is the air that I breathe .. x x

*stretches*

I'm also nervous about meeting her mom.. Chloe is so pretty, so smart.. she's just.. amazing in every way imagineable.. I don't want her mom to size me up and say, "nope sorry you can't date this guy, he's not good enough for you" x x;; I honestly see chloe as royalty, and i'm just a peasant.. Chloe is so perfect.. she's so .. everything! and I'm just bland and boring, and I kinda fail at life... x x; I'm going to be confident when I meet her mom, and polite, super polite! I'll be all cleaned up, and I'll wear some of my nicer clothes.. (although everything I own is very casual XD) but yeahhhh x__x'

OH YEAH I NEED TO GO CLOTHES SHOPPING AGAIN x x;; I usually buy discount clothes and stuff, because we have this thrift store, and they're the only store in the area that carries the kind of pants that I like.. o o'' as pathetic as that sounds.. like, I'd pay good money for them if they weren't at the discount store, but I like a certain kind of these black cargo pants, and walmart has the same BRAND, but a different kind.. so I have to go to this thrift store to get the kind I like, with the extra 2-3 pockets > >'

but yeah I'm going to buy some new clothes before I visit chloe.. cuz meh x x; I need new clothes... I need to buy some swim trunks too x.o;; *hasn't been swimming in YEARS* x x;;

I love her ... neh..