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o o eh.. neena was telling me blah blah..

she says chloe has sickness of the heart (not heart disease) and that we need to see her asap and make her feel loved

she said shes going to prepare something special too, idk what eh x x

apparently chloe wants to break up.. but every time we break up, every single ******** time, we get back together, so if she wants to break up, i'm telling her no.

i'm not going to let her break up with me until she finds someone else she wants to be with more, cuz then she wont go back to me and i can be alone for the rest of my life like i was meant to be

anyways, looks like i'm going to end up having to buy my plane ticket out there.. but fml I need chloe to help me book a flight since i've never done it before = = EH

but its ok, i dont need her money or anyone elses, ill do this all alone because i have no choice..

i hate being alone, it's the shittiest feeling ever and it makes me want to suck on teh barrel of a shotgun but ******** i have no choice right now, i gotta do this..