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I've been sitting around, my curiosity tugging at me, 'till I read a story about a 13 year old girl who got heavily into drugs, and only started the path to recovery several years later, when she had the support of her old friends..

So my curiosity was once again put at bay.. Chloe needs my support. x____x.. meh..

I scared myself too.. I don't know why I got so scared, but I was reading about how people take Molly, a lot of people just snort it apparently.. .__. and thinking that she may have snorted it scared the hell out of me.. I doubt she did, but I strongly wanted to ask, to be sure.. and meh.. I was just scared. .___________.

I'm stupid. I'm not going to be over what happened.. (like, sadly.. I was ready to get past the whole X thing, get past everything, after my visit. I was going to let her know that weekend, that I was okay with the past, and I was going to let her go to that 3 day concert.. then she did something else stupid.. ) but yeah.. I keep trying to force myself to be over it, I try to force myself to be "okay" with it, when I shouldn't be.. . .;;

Meh.. my curiosity dies when I think about how much Chloe needs me.. .____.;; So mreh.. . .;;

If I do something stupid tonight though.. meh. Well I'll be at work, I mean what's the stupidest thing I can do? smoke? lmfao..