Mood: Relaxed.
Song: Hanging High - Lykke Li
Like rain on open skies,
Don't know the reason why,
But I'll always choose black in front of white.
SIIIGH.
I'm waiting for school
I want it I want it I want it so bad.
People MUST think I'm crazy haha.
But I really do.
I got my schedule today.
I need to finish my summer reading
I will soon.
Probably Sunday, I'll do my paper.
I was gonna go on a date tonight,
But somehow I got out of it.
I dunno why,
Suddenly even being near Philip bothered me.
I'm going on a date with Dom Monday though,
I guess Idk.
I just want to see how it goes,
I've been meaning to chill with him for months now;
He finally drives so it won't be a problem.
And I know he isn't trying to just get laid.
(:
Gonna go see DJ tonight,
sigh, I fear life has gone back to how it was.
I still blow off Jasmine.
But she blew me off Thursday,
so ******** her.
Perhaps I was too cruel last night.
I asked her to delete my number.
"UHH ALRIGHT?"
aha.
I was just like,
"I just can't take this anymore. Every time you text me I remember why I can't stand you."
She just replied with a sad face.
lol.
Whatever though.
I'm really in need of school.
I'll finally be with all my friends again.
And I know when all those IB kids say they'll miss me,
They don't mean it.
Only one or two.
But it's whatever.
:]
I realized I don't have any close female friends irl anymore.
Strange, I guess.
But whatever.
That's what school is for.
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