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I'm tired of words with no meaning. I'm tired of people telling me what they think I want to hear; if you're going to do something, DO IT.

Don't tell me you're going to do it, then never follow up on it, christ.

I'm tired of everyone thinking I'm so stupid.. yes, I do know EXACTLY what you're doing, and no, you can't hide it from me. I won't talk about it.. but jesus.. ATLEAST try and be a little more subtle, please?

I want to fade away in the air, fade to nothingness. I'm too smart for my own good. I'm too damn street smart.. -___________-;;

I want to delete my Facebook.. I want to delete everyone off it, and make people re-add me. I want a lot of things.. =__________________=;;;;;;;;

Mostly.. I just want to be loved. I want people to DO what they say they're going to do.. is that so much to ask? Don't lie to me. If you're going to go punch the neighbour in the face, do it. If you don't like your boss, and say you're going to tell her off, do it. Don't sit there and go on a long rant about how your friend ******** you over, and that you're going to get them back, then the next day act like nothing happened.. show a little goddamn conviction. I do. Maybe that's why I don't have any friends.. because I don't keep anyone around, who ******** me over. :/

Whatever.. I'm just tired of everything. I'm tired of being dissapointed. It hurts as much as it did from day one.. I'm just becoming more and more used to it, setting my hopes lower and lower.