To no one but me?
Can anyone else hear it?
The consuming Nothingness
That has always been
My worst fear
I used to try
To imagine what it would be like
To not exist
To be a perfect zero
It's impossible
I couldn't grasp 'Nothing',
As anything but an idea
This thing I couldn't understand
Became my worst fear
And now
I hear the noise
But it's background
My thoughts
Words spinning all around me
It doesn't need to have meaning
Is this insanity?
To realize this?
It's very close
To Nothing
Give me something
More then Nothing
Because what I can build my life around
Is worth more then all the universe
Give me a Reason
G o d
