frikken A.
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too much freaking homework.
and it royally sucks not knowing if i have to give my mom a ride home from work tomorrow. my entire day is practically based upon that very thing. i am super frustrated right now...
Been talking to nick via text a lot lately... turns out, i was right all along. x] now onto trying to tell Krin that he likes her...
but in actuality, i have quite a bit of guilt about the whole thing. he is TOTALLY OBSESSED with her, and she just doesn't give a s**t about reality so there's no way for him to contact her.
we're planning a get-together of sorts for tomorrow.... urrrr. so it's kinda evolved into this thing where it's him, filip, lucy, jorun, and zazu and then me and the wienekes. confused idk what's all going on tomorrow... just really really really really hope things work out because I HAVE TO GIVE ALL THE FOREIGNERS A RIDE EVERYWHERE. so i don't wanna have to strand them somewhere for an hour while i bring my mother home if my car is still being freaking fixed.........
plus he's going away soon... i don't want him pining after a girl who doesn't care and lives half the world away. i want to warn him that the higher he flies, the further he has to fall, and I just don't want to see his world shatter.
he reminds me so much of my former self i just about burst into tears when he was telling me all this different crap about how she's been the only thing he's been able to think about and he doesn't know how he's gonna cope and how frustrated he is with reality and how he still wants this to work..... dear god, he doesn't know what he's walking into.
*sigh* onto other things, i guess... dad's family's get-together was LAME. no gifts, and everyone was excited to leave lol. however, Sherri DID make these awesome meatball things that tasted like Thanksgiving in a ball... surprised
am i obligated to tell him how stupid this idea is that he's chasing? i don't want him hurt by krin, but i don't want to burst his bubble prematurely, either...
get a whole 'nother week off of school.................................... whoop de freaking doo.
i should seriously quite writing, i'm getting irritated with life. don't wanna talk to anyone 'bout anything, cuz i'll say s**t i don't mean and i'll just make a pickle outta things. well a worse pickle, anyways................
i hate this. i really do.
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