Just venting. I need to get this out.
Pissed off, though.
She can be friends with stupid drug addicts, with dumbasses, and people I've told her in the past I wanted her to forget about completely -- but she stays close with them. Treats them like they're good friends, stays in contact.
Do I get upset? No. I say, whatever. I let her be. It's fine.
I want to TALK to one person, because his stupid a** is going to get handed to him in the future -- may not even be the NEAR future, but it's going to happen, and I want to be there to help him when it does, because I've been misguided in my angst and it took me to some pretty dark places. DON'T EVEN WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH THEM and I get s**t on. Whatevs.
It's bullshit, but then, I'm constantly surrounded by people who hold me to a higher standard than they themselves.
Don't do this James, but I'm allowed to. Don't go there, James, but I can.
Whatevs.
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