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I knew it was coming to this. I've known for a while. -shrug- Nothing I could've ever done to prevent it... I just hoped.. crossed my fingers, but.. meh.

She doesn't love me anymore, or, if she does, she can't tell anymore. :/

-sigh- meh.

She's been depressed.. and so I said, "It's like that time you said you didn't love me anymore.." she didn't say anything, she just kept doing what she was doing. That was answer enough for me.. she doesn't, anymore. Wonderful.

I suppose we'll just be very close friends from here on.. best friends, living to each other, with benefits. = =;;

Oh well. It's good to know now.. it ******** SUCKS, massive d**k. It sucks so ******** hard, it's unbelievable. But.. yeah. I knew it was coming. After that visit.. I knew. When I moved in with her.. after a while, I could tell. I could feel it.

Just going to put my walls up, so when she finally tells me, it won't hurt.. as much.

Single life won't be so bad. Least I have a cute roomie. :/