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I normally don't, and for 6 years I haven't, but today is finally eating at me.

It's the stupidest thing that set me off, too. I was thinking of the rugrats mother day special, where they go into more detail about chuckies' mom. They show how sweet and loving she was, and it kinda hit me pretty hard. Memories of MY mom came flooding back.

I thought about the movie, and hey, he's a baby, he gets a new mom, so he's fine, right? But then I thought, what will he think as a teenager on mothers day? About his real mom, how will he feel? and that really.. ******** up my mood.

I just.. don't want to be around people right now. I was trying to avoid this all day long.. it's why I didn't ask for the day off (or I think I did, but I'm glad they made me work) so that I won't have time to think, so that I won't be stuck here remembering.

I'm just.. going to avoid talking to people as much as possible today.