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i haven't been on gaia for some week. i'll update other past days when have time.
today--i went to Chess Club, a tournamnets happening at Glenwood Springs, half hour from here. i could have gone if i'c know there was a permission slip. crying i kept on crying throught the day: wishing to see the stratgy, games, Eric there and my friends. i hung out with Mark a little this morn at CC before they went. When Eric came and saw, he didn't really like it but didn't talk to me. so, those guys left, and Eric and I still didn't even talk.

throughout the day, ppl kept coming to me saying i should have gone, making my day worsen. Sam, she was kind, she asked some of them not to mention it to me, knowing i feel bad, yeah, she saw me cry. at eagle, well, it was kinda fun. i salved the warm-up in less then a second. then we did practice Knowledge Bowl-out of 50 questions we answered as mostly a group, i got 12 by meself. everyone except Traci and her friends cheered for me and gave me high-fives> that's when the chess kids came back. Eric came during that time, he kept on looking at me, but i wouldn't even look at him. so yeah, wonder about tomarrow, eh?

*PS- i kinda got mad at him, so i just ignore him, i'm getting good at it*

PS2-In algebra, we got new sitting arrangments, but i STILL SIT BY MARK, AND ERIC IS STILL ON THE DESK ON THE LEFT OF MINE THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

*PS3-when i had piano lessons at his house, Eric was sitting ON THE COMPUTER RIGHT BEHIND THE PIANO IN WHICH I WAS PLAYING AT TO DO LESSONS WITH HIS MOM!!!!!!!!!he kept on making me nervous because although he wasn't watching, he was listening and so i messed up big time. sireiously. i couldn't even play the first line, which is pretty easy crying