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In a shocking turn of events, it seems that Chloe wants to move out! :O

Honestly, I'm getting tired of this. The problem is that she sees me as her ex, and I see her as my best friend.

She doesn't think she can date, or ******** people while we're living in the same house, and I honestly don't get why. If I were any other roommate, that'd be totally fine. I honestly don't care if she ******** anyone else anymore, because all of my feelings for her became platonic. She's one of my best friends in the world and I love her to death (as a friend) and.. that's about it. I don't care who she ******** or dates, because we're super BFF's, and that's it. I wouldn't want to lose that for anything in the world.

It makes me upset that she constantly wants to move out, because she really is my super bff and living with your BFF is ******** awesome. It's then the point of OK maybe she doesn't want to live with ME if I start dating someone else or ******** someone else... but that's not going to happen.

I think I've become completely aromantic.. which is fine. I'm happy that way. :3

Either way, I really do wish she'd stop throwing in my face that she wants to move out, because it hurts, a lot. Like "HEY BFF, I CAN'T STAND TO LIVE WITH YOU <//3" like well ouch ok ******** you too then I guess.

Like I was talking about working for my dad if he opens a gun shop, and she's like "then you can afford for me to move out" like.. well ******** thanks for a punch in the nuts. :/

Like next time she does it, I'm going to say "can you please stop throwing that in my face? It hurts my feelings knowing you can't stand to live with me." because that's how it feels. I dunno. We'll see how this all shakes out.

I also got really annoyed that she said "You need to find a new best friend that you're more intimate with, you've been intimate with me for too many years" like well no s**t you're my bff and we've been living together for several years...... I'm not a robot, I can't live with someone for ~5 years and have nothing change emotionally, a normal person doesn't do that. IDK.

I'm half tempted to find some dumb girl to be a temp GF just so chloe gets over this 'WE CAN'T BE FRIENDS ETC." thing that's going down. It's annoying ._.