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******** a man just trying to figure out what dickhole thing I did & it got super ******** heavy

I feel emotionally drained by it

A FEW THINGS I HAVE LEARNED FROM THE PAST FEW DAYS THOUGH:

1. Pissing of harmony is scary, so try to avoid it as much as possible

2. I wasn't in love with her, because I don't actually know what love feels like, because crossing the point of no return made me feel like I was in love with nothing and that's so goddamn strange I can't even begin to explain it like holy s**t

3. I still have a very loose grip on reality and it's slipping further each day, but god damn when I finally let go it's going to be so much fun

4. I can read everyone crystal clear now, it's boring as ********, point of no return hasn't shown me much except more glimpses of the future, more visions, hallucinations (I see a old medieval house sitting outside through the crack in the blinds, but I know that's not what it is)

5. A NEW CHALLENGER HAS APPEARED ok so this cute nerdy girl came into the store last night as she does and bought cigarettes and etc, like, whatever. She hears an anime song, we talk about anime some, she's really nice. She's also single... hmmmmmmmmmm.....