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Journals are back down to 0 views. Guess they finally got bored of reading what I was saying. Maybe just bored of me in general wink

I've been giving Harmony space for a while. She's got things going on in her life, doesn't need my BS. Besides, She's been so busy and so stressed lately she won't respond for several hours at a time.

I just don't want to take the blame for anything that may inevitably happen, I don't want to be the focal point of someone's ire for things I never had control over to begin with.

I also am not going to give chase. If someone wants me in their life, I'm here, willing and ready. I have plenty of people who want me to talk to me, who miss me and enjoy the time they spend with me, and I don't need to go out of my way for someone who finds me an idle amusement. I don't want someone who's going to use me and then throw me away, I want someone who genuinely cares, and will be receptive to the love and warmth I'm willing to give.

My circle of friends is small enough that I could count it on one hand, and I love those friends and treasure them so dearly, that I wouldn't trade them for a million friends.

I'm just amused that my entertainment value dropped so quickly. C'est la vie~